NO LOVE LIKE A GRANDSON & HIS PAPA

MY NAME IS CASIE WAYNE CORLEY I AM 19 BOUT A YEAR AN HAFE AGO I LOST THE ONELY DAD I HAVE ERVR HAD HE REALLY WASNT MY DAD H WAS MY PAPA HIM AND MY NANNY WAS MY MOM AND DAD THAY TOOK ME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL WHEN I WAS BORN.HE WAS MY BESTFIREND EVEN THO WE FOUGHT ALOT BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WE WERE FINE .

RAY 'AKA' PAPA HE WAS THE MOST WOUNDERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD. HEHAD M.S ALL MY LIFE BUT THAT DIDNT STOP HIM FROM DOING ANY THING WHEN I WAS LITTLE WE HAD A STARTER SHOP CALLED R&R I USED TO BE DOWN AT THE SHOP WITH MY PAPA AL THE TIME HE USED TO GIT MAN AT ME CUZ I WAS AL WAYS IN HIS WAY I USED TO RIDE ON THE FROUNT OF HIS CART EVERY WERE HE WENT I WAS AL WAYS WITH HIM.WEL A FEW YEARS WENT BY WHEN HE SOLD THE SHOP I WAS GITTING A LITTLE OLDER ME AND HIM GOT CLOSER I STARTED PLAYNE FOOT BAL IN THE 3ED GRADE EVEN THO HE COULDNT WALK HE WOULD SIT ON THE FROUNT PORCH WHEN I WAS MESSEN AROUND WITH MY FOOT BALL HE WOULD JUST WATCH ME I NO IT WOULD BRAKE HIS HART CUZ HE COULDNT PLAY WITH ME BUT HE WOULDNT SHOW IT. AFTER WE SOLD THE SHOP ME AND HIM STARTED R OWN BEINESS IT WAS CALED C&C JUNKERS WE HAD A 30 ACRS AND A WRECKER SO HE STARTED BYEN OL JUNKERS WE DROVE AROUND EVERY WHERE BYEN JUNK AS I WAS GITING OLDER AND SO WAS PAPA AND NANNY THAY TOOK CARE OF ME AND MY 2 SISTERS AL R LIFES SO THAY NEEDED TIME 2 THEM SELFS SO ME AND MY 2 SISTERS WENT TO FLORIEA TO LIVE WITH MY MOM I CRYED FROM HENRYETTA OK 2 OCLA FL I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE MY PAPA I DIDNT WANNA TEL NE 1 BUT I DIDNT WANT HIM 2 DIE AND ME NOT B THERE CUZ I NEW HE WOULDNT HAVE MUCH TIME LEFT BUT O WAS I WRONG NEWAYS WE WERE IN FL FOR 9 MOUNTS B4 MY MOM ABANDED US SO I CALLED MY PAPA HE SENT MY NANNY TO GIT US SHE WAS THERE IN A LIL LESS THEN 2 DAYS SO THAY BROUNG US BAK HOME AND BOUGHT US ALLNEW CLOSES AND STUFF LIKE THAT THIS IS WHERN ME AND MY PAPA STARTED GITING REAIL CLOSE I WAS BOUT 13 I WAS GOING 2 SKOL AND STIL PLAYEN FOOTBALBUT AFTER SKOL I WAS WITH MY PAPA WORKEN MY ASS OFF WE GOT SO CLOSE WE WERE SO MUCH ALIKE THAT WE ALWAYS WAS FITING BUT HE NEW I LOVED HIM WITH AL MY HART AND I WOULD NEVER HURT HIM.WELL 5 YEARS WENT BY ALDAY EVERY DAY WITH MY PAPA TILL I GOT A JOB IN THE OIL FIL..

THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE..

SO I WAS WORKEN NOT SPENDING THE TIME I SHOULD OF BEEN WITH HIM AND TRUST ME I BEAT MY SELF UP OVER IT ALL THE TIME .THE FIRST TIME I THOUGHT I LOST MY PAPA HIS KIDNEYS SHUT ALL THE WAY DOWN HE WAS ON LIFE SPORT AND IN A COMA ME AND MY NANNY WAS IN THE ROOM AT ST JOHNS HE WAS NON RESPONSIVE AND I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE AND GO HOME CUZ I HAD 2 GO TO WORK THE NEXT MORNING SO I WAS SAYEN MY GOOD BYS 2 MY PAPA I WAS NO THE SIDE OF HIS BED I REACHED DOWN AND GRABED HIS HAND AND TOLD HIM THAT I LOVED HIM SO MUCH AND I GAVE HIM A KISS ON HIS 4 HEAD THD TOLD HIM AGINE THAT I LOVED HIM BOUT THE TIME I WAS PULLING AWAY HE OPEND HIS EYES AND TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME TO I FEEL LIKE IF I WASNT THERE THAT DAY THAT HE WOULD OF PAST AWAY.HE STARTED DOING BETTER GOT 2 CUM HOME LIKE A WEEK LATER BUT WAS REALLY SICK HE HAD 2 TAKE DIALISIS THEN ONE DAY HIS KIDNEYS STARTED WORKIN AGINE GOD PUT HIS HANDS ON MY PAPA I THINK HE HAD A TALK WITH HIM MY PAPA CHENGED HE WAS MELO AND NICE BUT HE WAS STILL SICK MY PAPA GOT SAVED THEN BOUT A MOUNTH LATER THE WORST OF THE WORST HAPPEND I JUST GOT OFF WORK I WAS AT THE CANISO WHEN I GOT THE CALL CASIE CUM HOME NOW UR PAPA IS GITING RUSHED TO THE ER I GOT IN MT TRUCK AND DROVE BOUT 120MPH ALL THE WAY TO THE ER WHEN I GOT THERE THE HOLE FAMILY WAS THERE SO I GOT 2 C MY PAPA 1ST SO ME AND MY UNC JIMMIE WENT IN TO THE ROOM AND THAY HAD MY PAPA ON FULL BIOWIN LIFE SPORT I BROKE DOWN MY UC JIMMIE GRABD MY AND TOLD ME THAT EVERY THING WAS GOING 2 B AL RITE SO I CRYED AND CRYED MY UNC JIMMIE JUST KEPT HUGIN ME AND TELLIN ME THAT IT WOULD B AL RITE SO I WALKED OVER THE BED AND TOLD MY PAPA THAT I LOVED HIM AND I AM SRY 4 BEEING A LIL FIST FUCKER AL THE YEARS SO I TOLD HIM EVERY THING I NEEDED 2 B 4 TO OTHER PEOPLE CAME IN B4 TRANSPORTING HIM TO ST JOHNS I WENT HOME TOOK A SHOWER WENT AND PICKED UP MY MOM AND HALLED ASS 2 ST JHONS I MADE IT UP THERE AS HE WAS GITIN IN HIS ROOM IN ICU I STAYED UP THERE 4 A BOUT 3 DAYS RITE BY MY PAPAS SIDE DIDNT SLEEP DIDNT EAT NOTHING BUT TALK TO MY PAPA EVEN THO HE WASNT TALKING BAK OR ANY THIN THE NEXT DAY THE DR TOLD ME AND MY NANNY THAT WE CAN KEEP HIM ON LIFE SPORT 4 AS LONG AS WE WANTED BUT HE CANT MAKE IT WITHOUT IT SO ALL THE CORLEYS MEET IN THE FAMILY ROOM TO MAKE THE CHOICE TO PULL THE PLUG OR KEEP HIM ON LIFE SPORT EVERY 1 BUT ME CHOSE 2 PULL THE PLUG.I NO I SOUND SELFISH BUT HE IS THE ONELY DAD PAPA AND MY BEST FIREND SO BE 4 I DONE SUMTHING DUMB LIKE FLIP THE FUCK OUT I LEFT I DIDNT WANNA C MY PAPA DIE I WENT TO MY CAR WITH MY MOM STARTED THE CAR AND GUNNS AND ROSES KNOCKING ON HEAVIMS DOORS CAME ON LOUD AS HELL B4 I GOT OUT OF THE PARKING LOT MY NANNY CALLED ME AND TOLD ME HE WAS GONE.THATS WHERE I WENT DOWN HILL FAST I WANTED MY PAPA AND NOING I WONT EVER C HIM AGINE JUST MAD ME GO CRAZY I REALLY DONT REMBER TO MUCH ON THE NEXT DAY OR TO I TRYED DRINKING MY SELF TO DEATH BUT I COULDNT SO THE DAY THAT WE LAY MY PAPA TO REST I DONT REALLY REMBER VERY MUCH BOUT IT BUT THAY PLAYED KNOCKIN ON HEAVINS DOORS. I GOT REALLY BAD ON DRUGS AND REALLY HAVENT DELT WITH MY PAPAS DETH TILL NOW IT HURTS SO BAD.

THATS MY STORY LOVE U PAPA MISS U TO

RIP RAY CORLEY THE BEST DAD,GRANDAPA,BESTFIREND

Cloies R Corley